FREE SOULS

While we sat there in the park enjoying the calmness of the pleasant sunset of the evening …..
         he’s there sitting by the rocks all alone looking forward for a brighter tomorrow,
                  he awaited the rise of the sun That awakens our empty souls……………..
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while every one of us are busy singing the songs of the heroes spoken

     He’s the one fighting there, for keeping their legacy alive so that
            generations coming will know that their spirits are here to fight for their souls …….Image

while everyone out there are involved in taming and getting tamed unaware of..
there he was free from society , spirits free to fly, being an independent soul
    while we are all busy at yelling at others well being and striving for selfless selfish comforts
         there was him laying his life for his own selfish dream where and individual can be what he wanted inspite of running blinded behind the materialistic happiness of the world so called
he was there breaking a stereotype of defined happiness
he was there dreaming of a future…
he was there sitting on the rocks watching everyone of us
he is there, and he will be
in each and everyone of us..
just and just only because he was there LIVING HIS LIFE…. Image

individual spirits are them and for all those who are
my respect here for you ………………………………………………………..Image……………………………………………………   SiCho

off the love a life rises ..

                   
                       The sun has already set to its dawn.
                       Everything I know till now is gone..
  I am there , kneeling before you .
 at your feet being a loser.
  All my eyes could see is THE FIRE .
The Fire, that is set in front of me....

    Lights are fading down.
The Fire, That is set for your funeral....
Those fires.. I lit with my very own hands ...
those fires which are taking down my light away ......
       All I could feel is THE HEAT.....
The Heat, of my heart burning before me.
The Heat, that's going beneath my flesh deep down into the heart ...
AS I lay down , Being a loser, couldn't do anything to protect you from this ,...
I feel THAT HEAT of the fate's game, which in I was made its slave......
                   
                          From the fumes  , Arouse the voice
          " Move on loner, you are no one now " ,
I hear the Fire laugh at me ...
I hear the soft breeze whisper in my ears. that they took the life away from me ...
I feel the nature , taking its toll on me today ...
   
           I am seeing it my brother ...
I am feeling it ,
         defeated by god,
  betrayed by life ..... I lay there on the ground ...
starring the ashes ..
the ashes of those who taught me love ..
off the ashes i see the burning flesh .. which used to lean on my shoulder when life was there between us...
once, twice may be thrice ...

   i see people throwing some sympathy,
  I see Faces which exchange a look of hatred ..
I hear voices saying "" not to roam with this drunkard .. you will get spoilt ""

  I smile and I leave. all i can do is smile after all ..

i have seen myself dying slowly
and i smiled at it that i am gonna meet her soon ..
  lost in the spell of the wine ..
filled with nerves of nicotine .....
   I see me burning myself down ,
  I see me lit my funeral
 day by day ..the aura of life fall ...
and here ..

the day has finally arrived.
The day " I saw Her waiting for me "
The day I see my pals grieving for me ...
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That day Fate starts burning me again ..
The day I leave this world with solace ...
" The Day the wait is over ""
That day our souls meet ....
 in between the skies and lands ...
in the presence of the winds and rains ...
......
..... Off the Graves of where we are burnt ..
A plant was raised ..
on the petals of its flower ..
I see both of us  ...
staying for ever as droplets of water ....
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my love for you never fades .. it just mixes up with imagination ...
 Love for ever ...                                    ...............................................  Si.Cho :)

the pages unread

I wish ,

he was there, the day i got my results ....

i shouted and took out my phone to call but he's there no more to answer .....

I wish,
He was there, on my 20th birthday ,
i waited from the first wish till the last minute....
he's not there to bless me anymore ....
I wish,

He was there,

on the diwali day, everyone's celebrating ..
while i was just looking at the lights , thinking
why i LIT his funeral .....
I wish,
he was there, the day got i got beaten up,

no one's there to back me up and pat my back and say " i am there for you "

I wish ,

he was there.. to fight for me when they blamed me for nothing.
I wish ,
he was there , whenever i cry the only one who sits beside me,

I wish,
He was there, when they asked me about my career ...
the only one who can say yes to my freedom.......................
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                          you left me , you left me alone here......
i never thought i was strong ... such strong that i could let you die in my very own hands ....
such strong that, i can live six months with out you .............
but why ,
dad, you know what ?
there are no fevers attacking me anymore.. 

coz they knew i couldn't recover anymore without your care...
  ....
they scold me that " i dont have any goal towards life ""
... they dont know that "" there goals are nothing without you ""
..
From that date to this day ...
how much i die everyday .. to hear your voice ...
...
i cant DAD ... i cant ,,
with out you I can't ...
....
they say life has to move on...
but they never thought how can it move when the life's gone ...
...
I MISS YOU dad.. :(

.........................  Si.Cho

I AM HUMAN

THIS 2014 new year for every one ..
even for me
NEW year for ME .
people changed ...
priorities changed ...
perspective towards happiness changed ...
.....................
 I never knew that I could be .. what I am now ...
and I will never know that I can be What I am destined to be .... (as destiny bought me here till date) .....
...
after one semester..
i.e sicks months .. of life .(still didnt recover)...
I discovered a very disastrous weapon....
and that's me...
i can make people happy being a joker ... damaging your sadness for a while .....
i can be a poet make you feel the love i write about .. distracting your hatred for a while ...
i can be a teacher showing you what not to be by being them ....
and yes ....
I can be anything of how i want to portray myself ....
a DOG can never be GOD ....
a tree can never fly ....
and a fish can never run...
they should be them ... following their rules of nature ....
but we HUMANS ....  can be anything we want to ...

..it is I who once built a TAJ MAHAL ..
 it is I who first landed on MOON ..
it is I who once killed ravana and became god ..
it is I who became RAVANA and died ....
it is I whose smile was the reason for kuruksethra ... (paanchaali)
it is I  who was hung on a  cross for my kindness ..(jesus)
it is I who called the world for war for second time (hitler)
it is I who ran a mile within two minute where once my legs were dead  (glenn cunnin ham)..
its all I ...
I AM HUMAN
I Am a super power ..
i will be what i do .think. aspire. and want to BE
...
i am everything and I
 live in everything ....
i am human .. i am human ....  Si.Cho