The sun has already set to its dawn.
Everything I know till now is gone..
I am there , kneeling before you .
at your feet being a loser.
All my eyes could see is THE FIRE .
The Fire, that is set in front of me....
The Fire, That is set for your funeral....
Those fires.. I lit with my very own hands ...
those fires which are taking down my light away ......
All I could feel is THE HEAT.....
The Heat, of my heart burning before me.
The Heat, that's going beneath my flesh deep down into the heart ...
AS I lay down , Being a loser, couldn't do anything to protect you from this ,...
I feel THAT HEAT of the fate's game, which in I was made its slave......
From the fumes , Arouse the voice
" Move on loner, you are no one now " ,
I hear the Fire laugh at me ...
I hear the soft breeze whisper in my ears. that they took the life away from me ...
I feel the nature , taking its toll on me today ...
I am seeing it my brother ...
I am feeling it ,
defeated by god,
betrayed by life ..... I lay there on the ground ...
starring the ashes ..
the ashes of those who taught me love ..
off the ashes i see the burning flesh .. which used to lean on my shoulder when life was there between us...
once, twice may be thrice ...
i see people throwing some sympathy,
I see Faces which exchange a look of hatred ..
I hear voices saying "" not to roam with this drunkard .. you will get spoilt ""
I smile and I leave. all i can do is smile after all ..
i have seen myself dying slowly
and i smiled at it that i am gonna meet her soon ..
lost in the spell of the wine ..
filled with nerves of nicotine .....
I see me burning myself down ,
I see me lit my funeral
day by day ..the aura of life fall ...
and here ..
the day has finally arrived.
The day " I saw Her waiting for me "
The day I see my pals grieving for me ...
.
That day Fate starts burning me again ..
The day I leave this world with solace ...
" The Day the wait is over ""
That day our souls meet ....
in between the skies and lands ...
in the presence of the winds and rains ...
......
..... Off the Graves of where we are burnt ..
A plant was raised ..
on the petals of its flower ..
I see both of us ...
staying for ever as droplets of water ....
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my love for you never fades .. it just mixes up with imagination ...
Love for ever ... ............................................... Si.Cho :)
